Damaged, Chapter Twenty

Title: Damaged
Author: AquariusLover
Rating: R
Pairing: Yunjae
Genre: AU, Friendship, Romance, Drama 



Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. I own nothing and know even less. This story is a stand alone, but it does take place in the TFAN universe where Yunho played a crucial role.


A MILLION thanks to Amy! 


For everybody who takes the time to comment you are why I share this story!


Summary: On a cold winter’s day he cast their love away for the sake of his family. The following autumn an act of vengeance left their love beyond the reaches of forgiveness. Two summers later a fan’s anger and the ultimate act of self-sacrifice would redefine everything they knew about love, pride, selfishness, and forgiveness.


Previous Chapters


Yunho awoke to a world of blinding bright lights.  His eyes fluttered open and closed several times before he could make out his surroundings.  He found that he was sitting on the ground leaning against a red phone booth.  He jumped to his feet quickly before remembering to look for his walker...but he soon found he didn’t need it. 

 

“Where am I?”  Yunho asked as he walked around the phone booth amazed at how easily his legs obeyed him.  He noticed that the bright lights were actually set up all around him in a circle focusing on the red phone booth and there were cameras too.  Behind the lights and camera’s he saw only darkness.

“It’s like I was never hurt.”  Yunho said in awe as he jumped up and down and did a once loved dance move in delight as his legs were at his total command again. 

The place was suddenly filled with music as he danced to Mirotic, Rising Sun, and O Jung Ban Hap perfectly never getting tired.  His relief was so great that tears of absolute joy ran down his smiling cheeks.  He had no fear of this strange place that had granted him his greatest wish.  Yunho danced on and on unable to take his eyes off his feet.  How he had missed dancing what had been dead inside of him was suddenly alive again. 

The sound of somebody clapping made Yunho look away from his dancing feet and he smiled as he saw Jae walking up to him.  “Yunho, it’s so good to see you dance again.”

The music changed to Hug and Yunho gasped as Jae walked closer to him looking exactly as he had years ago, “Jae, you are so beautiful.”

“Thank you.”  Jae told him blushing.

Suddenly Yunho remembered, why everything seemed so familiar to him…the lights, the cameras, and the phone booth.  “Are we filming Dangerous Love again?”

“Do you want to film it again?”  Jae said walking up and putting an arm around Yunho and leading him back to the phone booth.

Yunho gave a surprised smile as he looked into the glass panel of the phone booth and saw his own reflection, “I am just the same too.  It’s like the years have never passed.”

“Like nothing bad has ever happened.”  Jae said leaning into Yunho smiling at their reflections.

“This is wonderful!  Do we get to do it all over again?”  Yunho said happily wrapping his arms around Jae and hugging him tightly then lifting him up and twirling him around in circles.

Jae laughed as Yunho swung him in circles, “We can have this day forever.”

“Forever!”  Yunho agreed speeding up and laughing like mad.

“Happy always.”  Jae told him his face full of joy as if he had never been touched by disappointment, rejection, or sorrow.

“I missed this.”  Yunho said as he put Jae back down but continued to hug him tightly.  “I missed holding you like this.  So tight, you should always be held tight.  You need to always be held tight so you will know how much you are loved.”

“Yunho, nobody hugs like you.”  Jae told him pressing in even closer. 

“I love you…I have always loved you so much.”  Yunho told him not letting him go.

“But why Yunho?  Why did you fall in love with me?”  Jae asked pulling away from the hug as Doushite starting playing in the background now.

“I don’t know I just did.  I never had any control over it.  I guess it was just meant to be.”  Yunho explained as he took Jae’s hand and tried to warm them with his.  It was winter he didn’t want Jae to get cold.

“Let’s stay here forever.”  Jae pleaded as he watched Yunho’s hands warm his.  “Your hands are so beautiful, and they are always so gentle.”

“Won’t we get cold if we stay here forever?”  Yunho asked suddenly puzzled as reality began to seep in…where had all the snow gone?

“Are you cold now?”  Jae asked him as he pulled his hands away from Yunho sliding them under Yunho’s coat and pressing himself firmly to Yunho’s chest.

“No, I am warm.”  Yunho told him as he smiled kissing the top of Jae’s head. “So warm.”

“Then we should stay here forever.  We will be forever warm, young, beautiful, beloved and perfect.”  Jae told him mouthing the words in to Yunho’s shirt right where it covered his heart.

“Yes, forever.” Yunho told him hugging him tighter and loving him more than anybody had ever loved him before.  The old world he knew started to slip away as the warmth of Jae’s body so close filled him with happiness and a feeling of truly being at peace with the world.

“We will always be like this.”  Jae promised him.

“Yes!  We will always be together and I can dance.” Yunho said opening his eyes and he saw the same sparkly snow again and smiled.  The snow had taken him back to the happiest time of his life. 

“Yes, you can dance.  I know how much you missed dancing.”  Jae told him pulling away from him and reaching out a hand.

“What are you doing?”  Yunho asked laughing as he took Jae’s hand.

“Let’s dance together.”  Jae told him positioning himself in Yunho’s arms and moving to dance, “Let’s waltz.”

“I don’t know how to waltz.”  Yunho told him but he was already waltzing with Jae before the words ever left his mouth. 

“You do know how.”  Jae told him as they danced.  They danced perfectly with the snow falling all around them and the lights shining brightly down on them.

“Guys shouldn’t dance like this.” Yunho said trying not to blush but failing miserably.

“We can do anything here.  This is our world.  We are the kings and we are never wrong.”  Jae told him as Yunho spun him in a circle. 

Yunho stopped dancing and pulled Jae even closer.  “I love this world, but not as much as I love you. I am so glad you are here with me.”  Yunho told him as he pulled Jae in for a kiss.  Their lips met without hesitation only perfect understanding and mutual love. 

Yunho was pulled from the sweetness of Jae’s lips by a tug on his coat. Curious Yunho broke away from the kiss and looked down; he found a young boy no older than five pulling on his jacket. 

Yunho who had always loved children knelt down and smiled at the boy, “Hello.”  The boy looked at him and smiled.  Yunho breathed in sharply as big, brown, mismatched eyes looked at him with nothing but pure affection.  “Changmin!”  Yunho said pulling the boy into his arms, lifting him up and holding him snugly against his chest.  “Oh, how I have missed you.”

“I thought you were gone.”  Changmin said crying into Yunho’s shoulder. “I thought you left me because I was bad.”

“No, I would never leave you.  You aren’t bad you are my perfect boy.”  Yunho told the child hugging him tightly as the sparkly snow began to fall heavier upon them.

“You promise?”  Changmin asked pulling away and placing both his hands on Yunho’s cheeks.

“I promise.”  Yunho answered smiling at him with nothing but love.  He didn’t know how Changmin had gotten here but he was so glad to see him.  How he had missed him.

“Yunho,” Jae chastised from beside him.  “Changmin can’t stay with us.”

“Yes, I can he promised.”  Changmin pouted letting go of Yunho’s cheeks to turn and glower at Jae.

“No, you have your whole life in front of you.  You are going to get married and have babies and even grandchildren.”  Jae said reaching up to ruffle Changmin’s hair.  “Although he is awfully adorable I am tempted to keep him…but alas we can’t.  He has many more years to live.”

“No!”  Changmin cried as he turned back to Yunho and wrapped his arms around his neck.  “I can’t be alone anymore, no more!  You can’t leave me again.”

Yunho was frowning suddenly realizing where he must be, “But Jae how can you be here?  You have your whole life ahead of you too.”

“Silly, you are my life.  We will be together forever!”  Jae told him excitedly as he slapped his hands together.  “I will follow you anywhere.  I would have followed you before, and I will follow you now.”

Yunho backed away quickly panicked putting Changmin down realizing what Jae was saying, “No, I never wanted this.  No, nobody is going to die to be with me.  No!  I won’t allow it.”

“Please, hyung.  Please.  You promised me.”  Changmin pleaded running and grabbing a hold of his leg. “Please don’t leave me again.”

Jae was just smiling at him, “It doesn’t matter what you say.  The moment you take your last breath I am already dead.” 

“No, this isn’t right.  I can’t let this happen.  No!” Yunho pried Changmin off his leg and took off running away from the lights and toward the darkness beyond them.

“Yunho!”  Changmin screamed as Yunho ran faster and faster into the darkness.  He didn’t slow down he just kept running; running as fast as he could for their precious lives.

 
 

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Changmin almost tore the door off the hinges as he flung it open expecting to find Yunho, but instead he stumbled into an empty room.  “Where is he?”  Changmin demanded as Ryeowook and Kyuhyun followed him into the room.

“He’s supposed to be in here.” Nurse Kwan told him as he walked into the room behind them.  “He is probably just in the bathroom.”  He told them as he knocked on the door but he didn’t get an answer.  He opened the bathroom door to find the bathroom empty.

“When was the last time you checked on him?” Kyuhyun asked not bothering to hide the accusation in his voice as he looked around the empty room.

“Hey, somebody was sick so they called me in.  I haven’t been here long so I hadn’t checked on him yet.”

“And this is supposed to be the best facility of its kind in South Korea what a joke.”  Changmin told him disgustedly turning to glare at the man; trying his best to fight down his fear.

“Hey, he is mostly self-sufficient and I don’t usually watch him…his friend doesn’t approve of my nursing skills.”  Kwan sneered and told them defensively.

“I might actually agree with him for once, but that doesn’t matter now.  We have to find him…something isn’t right.”  Changmin insisted unable to control the fearful feeling he was having that something was horribly wrong.

Ryeowook who had been at the table looking at the broken computer asked, “What do you mean?”

“I can just feel it.  There is something wrong.”  Changmin said looking out the window his fear easily seen on his handsome features.

“Where else could he be?”  Kyuhyun asked Kwan starting to feel uneasy himself.

“Shit!  I forgot, Hana said he was watching television in one of the waiting rooms his television was broken.  I just figured he would be done.”  Kwan told them.  “Maybe he fell asleep in there.”

“Which waiting room?”  Kyuhyun asked eagerly as Changmin walked up beside him his anxiety pulsating off of him.

“It’s the one in the back by the backdoors.”  Kwan told them as he hurried out of the room in search of his lost patient.

“We know that one.”  Ryeowook told Changmin as they all hurried off toward the waiting room in question. 

“So he could just be watching television.”  Changmin said mostly to reassure himself as they hurried down the hallway toward the waiting room.

“He could be.”  Kyuhyun agreed keeping pace with Changmin.

“His computer was broken too.  Did you two notice that?”  Ryeowook said struggling to keep up with Kyuhyun and Changmin.

Kyuhyun slowed slightly to let Ryeowook catch up with him. “Do you think Jae broke it?”

“I wouldn’t put it past him.”  Ryeowook told Kyuhyun as he caught up with the other man.  “Especially considering what he did to the television when Yunho first woke up.”

“Do I even want to know?”  Changmin asked not even bothering to look back at them.

“No,” Ryeowook and Kyuhyun both answered.

Before Changmin could question them further they reached the waiting room to find it empty.  “What the hell!”  Kwan cursed as he picked up the phone and starting dialing.

“There is something really wrong.  I can feel it.”  Changmin said taking a seat suddenly to control his shaky legs.

“Where could he be?”  Kyuhyun asked in general and Ryeowook studied the television.

“Yes, we need to do an individual room search.  I can’t find Jung Yunho.” Kwan spoke into the phone.

“This is the channel the Awards were on.”  Ryeowook said as a feeling of dread came over him as he looked at the television.

Changmin looked up at the television, “I don’t know what he is like right now, but if he is anything like he was before…that had to have hurt.”

“I am sure it hurt worse.”  Kyuhyun said walking to the glass doors that lead to the grounds out back.

“We have to think.  Where would he have gone?  He can’t drive.  He is dependent on his walker.”  Ryeowook asked trying to think rationally.

“The creek?”  Kyuhyun questioned turning around to face Ryeowook.  “When he first showed it to me and Heechul he called it his favorite place?”

“But it’s so far.”  Ryeowook said walking over next to Kyuhyun to look through the doors to the outside.

“The doors are locked he couldn’t have gotten out of them.”  Kwan told them.  “They lock at six pm.”

Kyuhyun furrowed his eyebrows and pushed on the door testing whether it was locked just in case.  When it opened easily he paled, “This isn’t good.”

Changmin jumped up and pushed his way out the door quickly looking around.  “How far is the creek…could he have made it?” 

“No, there isn’t any way he could have.”  Kwan insisted as he stayed back in the waiting room.  “He would have to be…he would freeze.  It would be too hard in a walker.”

“Changmin!”  Kyuhyun and Ryeowook yelled at the same time as the younger man jumped off the patio and took off in a dead run.

“You don’t even know where you are going!”  Ryeowook screamed after him when Kyuhyun grabbed his hand.

“What are those?” Kyuhyun said pointing at unfamiliar tracks leading from the patio that Changmin seemed to be following in the snow.

“Dear God, it’s from his walker?”  Ryeowook said his nails digging into Kyuhyun’s hand.  “He went out there…” Before Ryeowook could finish his sentence Kyuhyun had pulled him off the patio and they were soon chasing after Changmin who was screaming for Yunho over and over.
 

 

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When consciousness finally returned to Yunho he fervently wished it hadn’t.  He was freezing to death literally.  His eyes barely opened for him and he could see ice on his eyelashes.  He awoke to find himself lying at the creek’s edge his head was against a rock and his body was submerged in the freezing water.

He tilted his head and pain shot through his entire body, and he realized he must have hit his head on the rock when he fell.  The pain in his head was not helping the panic that was setting in.  What had made him fall he wondered had it been a seizure?  He remembered the doctors and nurses describing them to him for months and they had warned him that a seizure was not to be unsuspected.  Yunho cursed his luck of course he would have his first seizure while he was out in the cold like an insane man hovering over a frozen body of water.

Yunho tried to move but with any movement a piercing pain spread across his abdomen adding to the severe pain in his head.  He found that he was being pressed down into the water by a log that had lodged up next to him.  Yunho couldn’t help but feel disgusted at the thought that in the end it wasn’t the bullet that would kill him but his stupid pride.  His stupid, endless pride would finally be the death of him.

“Help…help…”  Yunho opened his mouth to scream but only the faintest whispers escaped his frozen lips.  His lungs felt tight and he needed to cough but he lacked the strength even to cough.

Yunho closed his eyes and wished that he had just stayed and played cards.  He should have been a bigger person and just stayed and played with Eun and Bae but no not Yunho.  He had to let his jealousy, self pity, pride, and regret push him to this place.  He closed his eyes and felt horribly remorseful as he realized what this would do to Jae.  Jae would be the one to find him frozen to death…he knew it.  Jae would never be able to live with this…this would be the final destruction of him.

When would he ever stop hurting Jae?  When he was dead Yunho thought bitterly. He didn’t want Jae to find him like this.  Please let Jae stay late in Seoul tonight he prayed. Let him go to an after party, get drunk and wake up tomorrow morning after it was all over and done with.  Let him hear this news surrounded by Yoochun and Junsu who would know not to leave him alone.

Even as he prayed for this he knew it to be useless.  Jae knew their time was running out and he would never waste a minute away from him.  Jae’s love never wavered it might become tainted by his insecurity, anger and jealousy, but it never changed in its intensity.  Jae’s love was a constant and Yunho had been a fool to ever think otherwise. 

His father would abandon him as a lost cause, his mother and sister would both move on with their lives, but Jae would cling to him till that last breath.  He might be able to push Jae away if he was cruel enough if he tapped into Jae’s fear of rejection, but Jae’s love for him never diminished.  How he regretted ever listening to his father and casting Jae’s love aside in the delusional belief that he could keep Jae tied close to him as just a friend.  All the insanity that Jae had inflicted on both of them and everybody else had come from that one choice.  If he had just chosen Jae everything would be different now.  He would have never walked into the room and been shattered emotionally.  He knew the moment he walked into that room an invisible barrier had gone up between him and Jae separating them and no matter how hard he wished otherwise they were forever lovers lost.

Yunho had many regrets and as he laid there in the freezing water while his life slipped away he mourned them all.  How would Changmin and his family feel knowing he had been his self for months and has never reached out to them.  Could Heechul make them understand that it wasn’t done in anger that it had been done…in what exactly had it been done in?  Yunho questioned as he his body grew colder.  Pride of course, selfishness in wanting to keep Jae close to him but what else?  At first he had not wanted to worry them he had been so afraid of being trapped in his body, but what about later?  Was it only his love for Jae’s proximity and his pride that kept him from calling them in the last few weeks?  Or was it something else?  Had he held their abandonment of him against them in the deepest parts of his soul?  They had abandoned him had they not?  They had cast him aside and went on living their lives and left him in the hands of the ex lover that they had deemed unworthy of him when he had been in the prime of his life.

“No,” Yunho groaned his voice barely making enough noise for his own ears.  That was true he told himself but only of his father.  His father had asked…demanded, threatened, and guilted him into giving up Jae.  His mother and sister had never asked any such thing of him, but they had never spoken up against his father either…no one ever did.  His mother had only found her strength to stand up to his father after his injury.  She had never gone against him before.  Not even when he had left a very young Yunho moneyless, basically homeless and dependent on the mercy of strangers.  Suddenly a vision of Junsu’s young face appeared in Yunho’s mind telling him that he could live with him.  Yunho’s heart palpated and skipped a beat and he felt even colder.  Had it really been three years since he talked to Junsu…how was that even possible? 

Yunho used the last of his strength to force his eyes open to stare into the crystal clear night.  The moon was shining brightly and reflecting off the snow it seemed almost like morning.  He knew he would soon be dead and only misery lay ahead for all the people he loved.  His frozen eyes would not allow any tears to escape but inside he did not cry for himself but he cried for all those who he had loved and failed.

And when hope had all but left him he thought he heard a much beloved voice calling out for him in the distance.   Was he dreaming?  Was he returning to his heaven?  Would Jae be waiting for him?

“Yunho!”  The familiar voice yelled out panicked breaking the silence of the winter night. 

“Yunho!”  Yunho’s heart fluttered as the voice grew louder.  Was he going to be saved?  He hadn’t been forgotten. 

“Yunho, oh my God!”  Yunho heard and then felt the impact of somebody landing on the ground beside him as they jumped from the bank above him.  Soon he felt the log that had been pinning him down be tossed aside as if it were only a mere twig. 

“Hyung, you are going to be alright.”  Yunho could hear Changmin clearly as he reached down, picked Yunho up easily, and cradled him in his arms. Yunho’s eyes latched on to Changmin’s and he could see the fear and worry so clearly radiating from the big, brown eyes he had missed so much.  Yunho wanted so badly to comfort him, and to tell him how terribly sorry he was but he never had the chance as his world returned to blackness.

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You updated! Yes.

;_; The first part made me all teary, I can't even -sobs- even though it's just a dream, it's so sad.

Yunho is right, Jaejoong's love never wavered, no matter how hard Yunho made it for Jaejoong when he was at the hospital. It just shows how loyal Jaejoong is... and I like that about him. Less hate for Jaejoong :D

Yay! Changmin found Yunho =D -does a happy dance- I can feel more drama coming up 8D.

I love the way you write, darling. It always leaves me speechless *-*

... I hope you update soon >//< Thank you soo much!
omg.... I want more hahaha..
I feel like Yunho finally realizes his importance in Jaejoong's life....... I think this incident might bring the better out of Yunho.. and his relationship with all the members..
although, I want to see interaction between changmin and yunho..
i truly miss yunjae bickering .. thank you so much for the upadte.. :)
You will see lots of Changmin.:)

I miss Yunjae bickering too...that comes so easily to me.

Thanks so much for reading and commenting!
AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!! Ok, THIS chapter was epic!! The whole dream/illusion thing at the beginning was so sweet, and excatly the right time and place that I imagine Yunho would go back to! *sigh* And I really think this was a turning point in the fic. THANK GOD!! Yunho kinda had an epiphany!!

Ok, I forgive Min for punching Jae in the last chapter, cuz he saved Yunho! LOL!! Yeah, sorry about my comment on the last chapter, I was just really emo about it! I even got into a little arguement heated discussion with my JJ bestie over it!! Hee hee!! But it's all gravy now!! :)

Great chap! Thanks!! ♥♥♥
YAY MIN! He made it...hopefully in time! Now Minnie run and carry your Hyung back inside the warm facility make sure they save him from hypothermia then proceed (once Yunho vitals have stabled) to have them all fired for incompetence...then as I know u will continue to rip Jae a new one until his selfish tendencies are so minute that all he is capable of is rainbows and sunshine =D
Changmin having them all fired for their incompetence! Ha! Perfect!

Thank you bunches for reading and commenting!
It's so late and I need to sleep, but really liked this chapter with Yunho's thoughts!

I'm glad that Changmin was the one who found him, hopefully when Jae arrives Yunho will be in slightly better condition!

Please update soon! [heart]
(Because of my excitement over Kara's lawsuit, I accidentally hit back on my browser which lost all that I typed which is a thought I cannot retrieve back but no point crying over spilled milk ㅠㅠ )

Finally! Yunho has been found!

Like what they say, at the moment of apparent danger, you think about the most important moments of your life and the people you love the most. And from this whole chapter of Yunho's realization, it is apparent that Yunho still holds a special kind of love with Jaejoong and that Jae is a very important part of his life. It's quite funny though how both of them want to protect each other from hurt. Since they know each other best, they are most capable to hurt each other but at this point, they think of ways to prevent the other of finding out something that would hurt them. This is how most people love. We do know though to that the better thing is knowing how to share your pain to the person you love so you are able to move forward from the hurt better by dividing it. I know it's easier said than done, but I'm looking forward to Yunho and Jaejoong being able to find support in each other again - may it be as lovers or friends.

I have much more things, I can think of saying. I've been thinking a lot of this story, that's why. I'm definitely leaving everything up to you though, so I'll patiently wait until the next update (however demanding of us to say, I hope it is soon! ^___^)
Bad KARA!

I heart your comment.:) They are always making things more difficult for themselves in attempt to protect the other. If their love was smart it wouldn't be entertaining though.

It will be soon. Watch your friends list.
“When I was little I remember my grandmother reading me a story about how the snow can make everything new again.”

Man I knew I totally knew that that phrase would mean something in future chapters but I never thought it would be so soon. I am honestly content with this chapter! I think this experience is exactly what Yunho needed to realize why he was given a second chance at life. It wasn’t to pity himself or to learn to just live with what was left of his life but to fix it and learn to live for himself and to make himself happy. The dreamlike incident he has at the beginning made him realize that he utterly loves Jaejoong and wishes that they were still lovers. His biggest regret is leaving/hurting Jae and letting his father control his life. Also the image of Changmin as a child was lovely because it reflects exactly how Yunho sees him as his son, so young and so attached to his father. That dream effectively showed us that the people that Yunho loves the most are the people that he has hurt the most, Jaejoong and Changmin. It’s funny yet sad to see how it took a life-death situation for him to realize all that. Now Changmin has returned and with his appearance marks the new beginning of the story, a new Yunho and maybe just maybe a new found courage that will allow him to let himself be happy with Jaejoong. In addition a new found strength that will hopefully allow him to forgive Junsu and Yoochun. But, always a but, this new beginning will also mark a new (with any luck positive) development between two of Yunho’s most important people Jaejoong and Changmin. I can't wait until your next update!
im sorry for butting in but wow....your 'analysis' of the dream is so woah. although i do not want yunho to get back with jae (im a vengeful person =_=) but yunjae's love is too strong..gahh...*runs off to cry*
You're driving me nuts with those cliffhangers ! XD

OK, Yunho, you CAN'T die. Changmin found you, you have to stay alive.

Frozen in the water, slowly dying, he thought about a lot of things, right ? I mean of course, everyone would do this. I was moved by the way he thought about what he did, about Jaejoong, especially about Junsu.
When he was dreaming, Jaejoong told him that he will follow him everywhere, that's so true. I think it's the first time that we, readers, can feel Yunho's love for Jaejoong. In all the other chapters even if sometimes Yunho would be jealous and all we could clearly feel that he was in control. Jaejoong, on the contrary was more intense and expressive. Even when he wasn't talking we could feel his love for Yunho, but now we also discovered Yunho's love for him.

Yunho and Jaejoong, both got damaged and their love was too. Both did wrong things, but no matter what Jaejoong will be with him. That was heartbreaking.

Yunho is fighting for walking again, for a new life. But if we're talking about Yunho's new life, why can't Jaejoong be in it ? In Yunho's old life, Jaejoong wasn't there because Yunho made a choice. Now everything can change, right ?
*sigh* However with a broken body and two broken hearts everything seems more complicated.

Jaejoong's reaction to this situation is already scaring me. He's gonna be so worried about Yunho that he will not be able to breathe properly (I can't even imagine when he'll see him inconscious, or maybe he's gonna find him and Changmin on the way back from the creek ?), and he's also gonna be alone with Changmin, face to face (with a broken nose). That's not gonna be easy for him.

Yunho also knows that Jaejoong is going to follow him even in death. If he doesn't want Jaejoong to die, then he can't die...

Thank you for updating so soon ^^ I was so happy when I saw you're post ! =D (sorry for my loooong and boring comment xD)

Hey, I was wondering, when you finish this story will you "publish" this fanfic on Lulu.com like did wildterrain (fanfic : Echo of Dusk) for her readers ? I just wanted to know ^^ If you do it, I will FOR SURE buy DAMAGED as book ! =DD

Thank you again ~^^
I agree. If she ever publishes this awesome, amazing, beautiful as a book... I will buy it in a heartbeat. Amazing stories like this, should be published.
Oooh I had a feeling that was the dangerous love scene when I read about the red phone booth :P

But omg Changmin saved Yunho :'D Even though the circumstances in which they reunited aren't that great at least we know Yunho's alright...or that he's going to be, hopefully. I'm just a little miffed that no one was watching out for him during that whole time though. I don't even want to think about the condition Yunho's body is in now :(

Ah but I'm just glad that Changmin was the one who saved Yunho. I just want to see their interactions when Yunho regains consciousness :) You probably know how happy I am now that Yunho and Changmin actually saw each other ;D
I knew you would be happy to see Changmin and Yunho finally reconnect.

I love the making of Dangerous Love...more then Dangerous Love. They were such sweet, perfect, and beautiful boys.:)

Thanks so much for reading and commenting!
Changminnie! You saved the day! Poor Yunnie having to go through almost dying again. T.T he made it though! Yay! But he's unconcious now.

Thank you for th new update! I loved it! ^.^